Dear mom and dad,
I know things will always not like what we expected. At the time when you told me your problem, in my mind, i just wanna quit my degree and getting a job. I may have tried my best to be the best among the others. But i will surely change my lifestyle to reduce the burden. I may live in depression, I may live in emptiness, I may live in darkness surround me. But i as your son, strongly said its not gonna be easy. Im sorry for all the things I've done to both of you. Im not a good son to you, I did lots of terrible things than good things.